To Relive Yet another Phase.

to be Just a Lucky so and so "/

Those eyes capable of being angelic. 

         Is it hot in here ? its Too Darn hot.

Still too young for the blues ?

Ella Fitzgerald

1. I Can never See the connection between voice and face. those are some skills.
2. i find it a coincidence that her name is "Ella" .. somehow.idk
3. her version of 'baby its cold outside' is *kisses fingertips* Great.
4. i came across her in an old playlist on this semi French website
5. i...i...... okay.
6. Flavour + Colour = Ms. Fitzgerald.

I got nothing out of my system... but i'm okay with it. as long as i spend the rest of this weekend listening to alot of ella, i'll be good for rest of forever.

-and those are links up there.. in case you hadn't realized.

Along...

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*sighs*... If I was a newer version Of Hendrix AMEND this...

Things Never Get Sweeter

*The breeze in the air*....

I guess I just might be the biggest Bossa Nova fan... Please And Thank You

- A Manhattan Serenade ?

*walks into studio apartment that is, more often then not, lonely in solitude*

-"Ehhh, How empty." it think to myself shaking my head. a Young moll' like me.. Shall i always be by my lonesome in this apartment? its been days on end, i get home from 'work', which is causing a huge controversy amongst me and my comrades -and family, hence im alone now. I had a dog, a dog that kept me company but was I threatened to be evicted. and I for one can Not be evicted, *closes eyes while reclining on sofa* for i love this city i live in. no matter how lonely crowded and 'back-alley' abortion filled it is.

"Manhattan skyyylineeeee~~~" Or.. wait is it 'Manhattan Serenade' i hear?

*slowly opens eyes due to a loud knocking noise on door*

"The record player out back broke sorry, and you're performing in 30 minutes! hurry up ya' ol' Fitzgerald!"

Fitzgerald? Oh i knew who it was.. it was the guy who owns the hidden jazz bar in the basement of that pizza joint downstairs. i just got home, and now i'm off to my second shift.

*grabs saxophone* (soprano? maybe..)

- this song made me want to write that^ .. im not too sure why. but! well.... It's out of my system.

Problematic

No one accepts me... Either if I am a target or just living normal.

Bass keeps "Us" in comfort,

A Loser is in me...

But "A Perfect Life" dwells. (Or does it?)

I Am not in love with a Pink Lavalamp...

I Love "the person" who makes the music for their being.

Their life story.

If an offense has been thrown, my thoughts will not catch.

I will never ask for the past, I will wait for the future.

The future will come, as this is a mire century.

The words that I speak in the media outlet about this or thy artist is positive.

Rihanna, who doesn't/didn't exist in the 40's... Is me?,

A "Well Isn't This Awkward"... pops in my head. Is It Positive, Or is it a... "Screw Off"?

But in time of need thy will be here...

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"I Hear n***a's scream Brighter Days".. I love you too...

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Then this is when I believe Professor Cannon Mutley Laughs. *Hugs*

Socrates

0 - 0 - Next Move pt. 2 by AxelMC (Cobra Hutch)

Publish Post

"I once was the loser
Now I'm older still the same loser
That's why I look so different to ya
You see the past I see the future
Now my buzz is off the chain
Everybody know my name
And the more things around me change
You know who's gonna stay the same
Gonna stay the same"

Invisible

I appear in the light... I choose to disappear...

I hate the colour "Orange" for it's anti-impeccable-ness

The colour "Green" is a brighter side... "There will be brighter days"..

I need better writing techniques, only one teacher has that advantage the other eh, not so much.

But it's the 40's right?... Opens up vinyl record player plays some Thelonius Monk...

Or how about Ronnie laws?

But hmm... Were does it sound familiar?

Am I Ahead Of My Time?
0 - 0 - Strangers by AxelMC
I will meet Cobra Hutch

Dragon Ball

7 is the "number"... Find your luck... or will luck find you

If not then you are unlucky... lucky enough even with bad luck you still got luck

So... whats the point of complaining you do or do not have luck... *thinks*

Bark

The bark on the tree says....

Anti-

What's the difference between me and you... Question forever lasting...
Awaiting question that seem to never be answered.
Human...Artist...Music Artist...Graphic Designer...Photographer...
We indeed are all equal... #HumanRaceWIN...
Some put deep frustration into their thoughts which #frustrationandfailedsuicideattempts comes along.
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Just know when in need...(if you know me) I am near you...
I will always attempt my best to help...
There are those who hurt...and those who are effected... (starts getting personal)
This is probably why I am VERY socially awkward
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To behaviorists, social skills are learned behavior that allow people to achieve social reinforcement. According to Schneider & Bryne (1985), who conducted a meta-analysis of social skills training procedures (51 studies), operant conditioning procedures for training social skills had the largest effect size, followed by modeling, coaching, and social cognitive techniques.[2] Behavior analysts prefer to use the term behavioral skills to social skills.[3] Behavioral skills training to build social and other skills is used with a variety of populations including in packages to treat addictions as in the community reinforcement and family training approach.[4] Training of behavioral skills is also used for people who suffer of borderline personality disorder,[5] depression,[6] and developmental disabilities.[7][8] Typically behaviorists try to develop what are considered cusp skills,[9] which are critical skills to open access to a variety of environments.
"Social skills can be measured on about how you treat other people and how you react to them. It's a matter of dealing with the people around you. Different tests will help you to provide and tell what kind of personality you have towards others. If you are in doubt of your behavior, then you may be in touched with this kind of test. This would not help you totally, but this would serve as your guide in handling you personality towards the people whom you're reacting with." (Ledesma, 2009)[specify]
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I must be the most hurt physically.. Dead mentally...
Problem with the 40's... They shot people who had these problems

This Perfect Life

...*walks into 50's nightclub*...
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The foam is thickening... Mind is deeply in pain
Trying to understand what a "party" means...
Having some Incubus playing in the background... But wait... They didn't exist back then...
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A World War as been a few years since it has ended..
But your minds just thinking about the woman you want to marry before your death.
OR to continue your career before you die and get recognized.
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To my understanding... You found You
#This Perfect Life

PICK THAT UP!

Supposed 'Pick up lines' ... i Wonder what exactly were these Moll's & Lad's thinking ? o.o People are.. 'Hmmmmm'........ in general & since the before times it seems...

1. Casablanca
   “Was that cannon fire, or is it my heart pounding?”
2. The Public Enemy
   “You’re a swell dish. I think I’m gonna go for you,”
3. China Seas
   “If you aren’t decent, boyfriend, you’ll do until something decent comes along.”
4. Across the Pacific
   “We’re going to know each other eventually, why not now?”
5. The Public Enemy
   “I'm not accustomed to riding with strangers,”

- only shared 5 :[ ... and Honestly.. these don't sound that "picky-uppy" but! Once said with the voice, charm, and Feel of and old-fashioned soul -it changes everything up ;] .......and if you the reader (if anyones read this far... its not really that far.. sooo..) have not yet realized that I've insinuated my love for old movies & shows then.. Hmm... it;s now out in the open.. & you the reader aren't to fond of reading in between the lines it seems.. no offense . its just..."don’t turn ordinary on me, I get tired of ordinary dames. And I don’t want to get tired of you,” Johnny in “Johnny Eager” ;]  .. oh i'm enjoying this!

Music Recording In the 40's

Hmm... One more thought as in what microphones were used to create... what we have destroyed in the mainstream today. I mean... they had mainstream radio...
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Underground means the depth on someones fame...
Dripping beneath the executives grimy fingers shouldnt be tolerated with.
*While your dreams come true*........

oldie's at Heart. -You'll understand.

She thought she'd carry a torch for him. she was stuck on.

Too bad all the other Broads did too. they'd  bump off for that guy.

although he was a lizard lounge and a drugstore cowboy

& He'd drink hooch with Hoofer's every now and then.

& he's always touching up on their gams in his jalopy. 

she still found him to be a ritzy, swanky, spiffy guy and most deff a sheik.

Her feelings were no doubt an 'All wet' idea that was erroneous. 

doesn't sound too swell eh?

but it makes sense.. Since she was a Moll from the start.

it's what happens when you hang round' those Speakeasy joints.

^This is my kinda Lingo ;]^

A Line Between Friend And Inspiration

....Goes practice more on the Piano....

Crate Diggin' Again?

Well... I looked through my imaginary vinly disk library (I don't use vinly's for sampling)
and just wanted to share... The Thelonius Monk of the trumpet.

The Colour "Blu(e)"

"Quiet nights just seem to make the whole thing better"...If your Solace soul can't quiver to Bossa Nova... What has happened?

Rosemary Clooney - I"ll Be Seeing You

Nothing better but listening to what i now will always refer to as a "glorious black & white" of Bing Crosby's "i'll be seeing you" .. good job rosemary, and thanks for using the term "gay" the way it was meant to be used.. ;]

Vanquish

Push...

Soul reaper turmoils the soul eater. Manga infestation, yet a dark comic-con twist...

Deeply in pain of wanting to know the ideal thoughts of sonic. Sonic rings your ears, Revolves around your soul.

It could either be a deadly black swan.. or a white dove or warmth's your soul. Take it upon your soul that quivers to find out what is............

....Sound

Middle School Reunion

Damage....

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The teacher who tries to cuff and trips to preside your mind. Control who you are, what you are, and what you done.

Knowing alot is called being stupid, knowing to little makes you popular and a follower.

Idiotic students thinking their minds are important, though they are just clones.

If I'm Blue then your green... you need me to complete thee.

A middle school reunion will only bring back my human. I am not human...

I am a musician

Every Now And Then

I woke up to see, on the caller ID
A call from you, and a call from she
Now me, being me. Doesn't seem strange
It means that I, been free
Elementry. simply, because what temps me
Is what's in me, a pure heart
A classical that's so priceless
Hold close to the lifeless
No snow. But, the ice is froze right beside the cheek
Damn. That the tear she cried, resides, life is sweet
I would like to be
The boyfriend of every woman, everywhere
But, being everywhere is a pain in the dairyaire
Wanna give my heart. But, don't know how too
I wanna grow now. Can't slow down
(Woah now)
It's just a thought
But I feel real bad when I brush it off

You just run across my mind
Every now and then
Every now and then
Every now and then
I wonder if you are fine
Every now and then
Every now and then
Every now and then

Now she's like, mmm. On some other shit
I love it when she trips
But it doesn't make any sense
To sit and be in bliss with this chick
'Cause who I wanna be with, is too close to being missed
No secret, but peep this
I reach in to see if we can get deep in the zone
To make it a home, somewhere in the deep
She said, "I'm scared if she squeaks." Damn
I wasn't prepared for her to tweak
But I didn't look like couldn't bare on my feet
I had my barefeet and my pride, you can't scare me
Dear me. Don't get out-runned, Sincerely
But her love is of the fear of me, clearly
So I get paranoid when she near me
But, I hear 3 birds whistle ever clear tweets
I swear, I feel heaven share peace
Then the thought leaks

You just run across my mind
Every now and then
Every now and then
Every now and then
I wonder if you are fine
Every now and then
Every now and then
Every now and then

This makes me a Hypocrite.

There's This feeling in Her thoughts that Tickles her mind.
and only because these thoughts tend to relieve her
they help the r e a l pain subside.
if anything it's her own form of venting
Until the day that venting will progress as temptation
Then Every waking moment seems to be discord of fomentation.
and Everyone around her ask why she's managed to lose herself
but, truth be told, she was lost along time ago.
she slowly was decaying, its just no one took time to make the issue visual.
i mean... its something thats felt via 'aura'
so did it have to be visual?
By now she's not who she used to be.
Her thoughts kept her clean and flamboyant.
but thinking can't resolve everything.
when you take a good look, thinking isn't venting..
It's "thinking"...
too many thoughts can always lead to ones death... its only natural isn't it?
Behind every Person you see dancing to joy division there's an unknown soul who gave up to far back to ....................retrace.
In all honesty.. who am i to say anything?
It was me who let her drown in her thoughts.. or was she me all along?
i AM a Hypocrite...but.... thats not much of an excuse....

Shallow Pride

Don't let go , Don't let go

I'm making my way through this whole mess

I hear your voice through the crowd ...

Don't let go , can you hear me ?

I feel my heart beatting fast in my chest

Stay with me , i'm right here .

Did you know , do you know ?

You grasped my heart in your hand

concealment was always something i did

But today , everythings changed

iv'e escaped from the cage

With a key locked away

Have you found the key ?

We are free to be, eterna-lly

'Should separation rain fire on me .

This hourglass has been reversed and renewed

ill rewind , remind , relapse and re-grasp this life

Don't back down , Don't back down

Don't let go , don't let go

I'm making my way through this whole mess

I hear your voice through the crowd ...

I'd hate to see you give up

Ganbatte ... [ keep it up]

It's not over

Ganbatte .. [ keep it up ]

it's not over

And i hear your voice through the crowd

Are you ready to come home ?

Ie ni kaeru [ come home ]

OTL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHaq_tljiZQ

^ some Like it Hot, in glorious black and white just like the scheme of this blog. ;]
- i Have NOTHING else to say. Click on the link.. Enjoy the link, "Glorious black & white"....
heh, it couldn't have been said any better. *Looks to the Left and wonders*

(btw.... i put a link not an actual video out of pure laziness Mhmmm)

Dramatic Lucid Dream

"Dream While The Smoke Rings Rise In Smoke Rings, Rise In Smoke Rings"

I must be the goofest/old school kid ever... or atleast aside from my partner (lol).

I'm the dude on the bottom left... Must I be thust cool. Question is...

Who's the woman he's conversating with?

*The fighting begins*

A Lazy Afternoon

Sunshine...Sunshine...Sunshine..Sunshine

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The winter within dies when the summer trembles.. Humble as the site of a sound.

Drawing... Under a tree holing the fruit of life.. But withold life disappears once you enter your own.

Or is it that you tend to be yourself. Half way through the drawing, a sudden realization happens...

Your all alone. The eyes of which you see with cuts off visions... cuddled water,forcing a tear. But with happiness comes with pain. A poet with no name. Dancing in the rain.. the rain is a puddle the puddle was formed by your tears. And your tears are of which a person you have dreampt...

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Your bestfriend...

In this which you give up your doing.. Enter the city... Which has created A Lazy Afternoon